WOW how this year just went by just to damn quick! I just finished wrapping up my photoshoot today which is launching December 2017 with the looks of Glamour, American Dream Cosplay, and Christmas theme look. I am really proud of myself to getting back into doing photoshoots again. It has taken me 2 years though because of what society wants people to look a certain way and that used to make me feel not confident into doing professional shoots. I was always my worst enemy but allot of things changed at the end of 2017 for me and I feel like tomorrow is not promised. I needed to face whatever insecurity I had with myself and put it to the side and do what I loved to do once again. After doing this shoot and my last shoot in September I am proud of myself for doing different looks and styles I would never think I would do and nailed it. All the over whelming, insecurities, and just allot of negative energy around me I had to face and let go. I uplifted myself to being a better person now I guess “change” is what people thought I did is what I needed to do and it feels good for a change.
There is a few quotes I really enjoyed reading and saying to myself and hope this helps for someone also:
“Sometimes when you’re in a dark place, you think you’ve been buried, but actually you been planted.”
“POSITIVE = Say “I can” instead of “I can’t!” Smile more. Be Optimistic. Remember you are in charge. Be thankful. Forget about your regret. Do nice things for others.”
Amy Poehler -“Find a group of people who challenge and inspire you, spend a lot of time with them, and it will change your life.”
“You are somebody’s reason to smile.”
I want people to know it’s ok to have bad days, be insecure, and be depressed we are human and it happens but I just want to battle that and just to be as happy and stay positive as much I can. So if I changed to you I am sorry but just wish me nothing but positive and great success as I do for you from ex friends to haters, and to new people in our lives. I am just truly happy after 2 years I was able to do 2 big photoshoots over coming my battle of weight, insecurity, and just having fun and not caring anymore.
I know I am ranting about change and positive enough of that lol! I am just a humble person and everyone knows that of me that’s just who I am so I hope those quotes work for you also! We are ending the 2017 with 3 hot looks I didn’t want to show to much just a teaser but here are my 3 looks below behind the scenes in this photo until they launch in December be on the lookout when they launch on my portfolio and social media.
